Jan. 28, 2026

God Gave Her Direction — She Ignored Him | Stephanie Jordan | 046

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God Gave Her Direction — She Ignored Him | Stephanie Jordan | 046

What happens when God gives clear direction… and you ignore it?


In this raw and unfiltered episode of When You Look, Stephanie Jordan shares her extraordinary testimony of hearing God’s voice, choosing a different path, and walking through years of chaos, abuse, addiction, marriage, widowhood, and ultimately deep healing.


From ignoring God’s warning before marriage, to raising five children, to experiencing prophetic moments that stunned even her closest friends, Stephanie opens up about the cost of disobedience—and the relentless mercy of God who redeems anyway.


This episode challenges shallow Christian clichés and confronts toxic positivity head-on. Stephanie explains why confusion doesn’t mean God isn’t present, how obedience doesn’t always feel safe, and why God often speaks in ways that directly oppose our flesh.


If you’ve ever wondered:

How do you know when God is speaking?

What happens when you don’t listen?

Can God still redeem the choices you regret?

Is confusion part of faith—or failure?

This conversation is for you.


👉 This is not a polished testimony.

👉 This is not a painless faith journey.

👉 This is a story of warning, consequence, grace, and restoration.


Watch until the end for one of the most honest explanations of hearing God’s voice and healing from trauma you’ll hear anywhere.


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Chapters

0:48 - Meet Stephanie Jordan

4:36 - Punk Rock & 1st Marriage

9:02 - Jay Jordan

14:27 - Jay in Rehab

18:31 - Hamuel

23:49 - Rebecca

30:30 - Planning to Divorce Jay

34:50 - Another Baby

37:44 - Internal Sense of Dread

39:28 - Don't Leave Him Vulnerable

42:41 - Jay Dies

43:37 - Healing Begins

46:29 - More on Healing

57:50 - Hearing from God

1:07:06 - Not Supposed to Marry Ben

1:11:43 - Why Continued Intimacy with Jay?

1:22:22 - Coincidence or God?

1:23:37 - How Has Your Life Changed?